I was working on some thoughts about what would happen if I became the healthiest, fittest, richest, and the most self-loving person I have ever been. And the thoughts that came up were all around the idea that I would end up all alone and that I would have to leave all the people I love behind.

For my closest relationships, there is a common ground of a love of food and a lack of money and not need more money than we have as it is not spiritual or we are just not those types of people who are rich.

And that I also feel safe in the familiarity of focussing on food and not making much money.

Any feedback would be much appreciated.