Begin Again? Part 3

I have really been thinking about the answer to your question, what if I am rejected after I get under 200 lb. The funny thing is I felt a small sense of relief at that thought. I felt a sense of relief because a lot of my relationships are draining and a lot of work because I’m constantly worrying about pleasing the other person. If I were rejected for being under 200 lb, then I would be free to be myself wherever I am. I could be 100% myself I could find new friends who are more lined with my thoughts about the world I could move and travel without a concern. So while the rejection May initially make me sad, it may also be the best thing that could ever happen to me.

I know that ultimately the problem lies with my thoughts and not the people in my life. But it is nice to know that I’m willing to take the risk of losing them because it may ultimately be good for me. Thank you for this homework I had not expected my brain to answer in that way.