Belief in Self

I am looking at the thought – I don’t believe in myself. When I ask myself why – my brain offers that – I’ve never done it before. It’s safer not to. I don’t have to take the “loss” if I fail. When I ask why about – It’s safer not to – my brain offers that then I don’t have to put myself into the world. It’s really interesting to see this. I’d rather have other people believe in me so that when I fail I can go back and not take responsibility. Interesting. My question is how do I just start moving towards that direction of choosing to believe in me? To honor that it may be “scary” but I can do it anyway. To really see the benefits of me believing in me vs. giving that power away to someone else. I know it’s best that my belief in me be in my hands but it seems scary to do so. Thanks!