Belief – that I am productive.

I am working on my belief of being productive. I listened to Brig’s call on beliefs. And my thought is that I might be lazy. My brain wants to find proof. I have thoughts that my Dad was lazy, and I do not want to be like him. My life has been built around ensuring I am ‘checking all the things off my list’ to prove I am successful and not lazy, and I am exhausted, which makes me want to rest, and then I feel lazy. I get caught in overwhelm and ‘trying to figure it all out’. I just want to relax and enjoy life.