Believing after cancer.

I’m loving this month’s work. I have a lot of anxiety about cancer, even though I am 3 year out from finishing my treatments. I have been in scholars for 3 months, and it has helped me learn how to alleviate some of that anxiety. My new belief I’m trying to believe is I won’t have a recurrence and die of cancer. But even as the month comes to a close, I’m still struggling with lots of contradictory thoughts. I would have thought I’d have talked, no THOUGHT, myself out all of these limiting thoughts. But it all boils down to I believe I can influence my results, aka live in a way that reduces my chances of recurrence, but I can’t actually control that result. Do you have any guidance on this?