Believing hard, IG & massive action -lp

I’m a little confused about how to focus on believing hard in my impossible goal and not worrying about the how. When i think about my 25 fails (which I have yet to come up with) I get thinking about how I’m going to come up with the money for coach training. Do I first believe hard and then come up with the fails from the place of my future self? Or how do I come up with fails without getting bogged down on the how of it?

Even just writing this I feel embarrassed. That tells me I’m not aligned with my future self lol. I get stuck on what I would be thinking in the future. Also I notice I keep second guessing my impossible goal, wondering if I should change it, moving the goal date and changing the details of it. I guess that’s where to start? Actually commit to what the goal is and when.