BIG picture questions and Daily mundane ness

I have a lot of drama around my schedule and when I do monday hour one – there is a 4 page list of tasks I need to do for family, personal, and business. Some of them are not even broken down into smaller tasks. I asked myself – these tasks don’t cause my feelings so what is the thought on these tasks? It was I am not sure if they are the right tasks to fill my life with – I want to be having fun! (But deep inside I know, my fullfillment is more desirable than just “fun”). I am wondering if there are bigger-picture questions I could ask myself in the moment to remind myself that these small tasks are what will make me “realise my potential” and “what is possible.” – those are my driver thoughts and make me feel energised.