Business growth freaks me out

So my business has 10xd in the last 6 months and will double again in the next 6 months. This should be an amazing thing but in fact it is really scary for me. I’d like to be able to enjoy this more! I think the biggest issue is that I’m scared people will come to depend on me (both employees and customers) and I won’t be able to deliver what I think they need. I’ll disappoint them.

C Growth
T I don’t like people depending on me.
F Anxious
A Avoid important work. Procrastinate, don’t act decisively, avoid large projects.
R I’m not dependable

C Growth
T I’m figuring this out and I’m willing to fail
F Motivated
A Be willing to try and fail, act with confidence, delegate, plan, slay my calendar.
R I learn and grow into a better business owner. I can depend on myself.