I can’t get out of my own way to even start this course.

Hi Brooke,
I started your course with good intentions in January.
I’ve done very little work and make tons of BS excuses why I’m not doing it and why I can’t do it.
Everything you say on your podcasts makes complete and enlightening sense to me.
I’m failing at implementing and internalizing.
I now feel way behind on the course material.
I’m in a crappy crappy cycle and it’s damaging my home life.

Any help would be welcome.