Choosing an idea

I’ve been going back and forth about the idea I want to focus on.

The first idea I picked was to start a garden, which is tied to the work I want to do.

Then I realized I felt really strongly about figuring out a way to support myself financially, so changed it to be “table at a farmers market”.

But then I realized the biggest thing that I’m focused on right now is figuring out how to work for myself. I feel really strongly about this. Can that in itself be my idea that I work on? Is that specific enough?

The working for myself piece can contain the garden and possibly the farmers market. I know I’m just confusing myself by bouncing around to all these different things. I just feel an urgency around figuring out how to support myself financially.