I feel new Christina is me and I was reading what I wrote to you. Wow. Loved what you said, “As soon as you eat, you’ve blocked access to the thoughts that led to the urge.” Wow Again! I had never heard that and it resonates. Love it when other people’s questions seem so closely aligned to my own….not that I want other people to be suffering or having issues…but it helps me see or remember something in myself I’d lost sight of.