I’ve gotten so much better with emotional adulthood but I have some thoughts that still pull me back to poor me.

My partner has many good qualities but he is not social. This in many instances leaves me feeling alone. I’ve accepted this and started going out without him to fill my own need for socializing for myself. I also understand the 50/50 that I don’t deserve it to be different, it is what it is.

Can you give me your thoughts on what you glean from the description above, thanks.