Composed certified coaches

I have been watching different certified coach’s for a few weeks now and just recently saw myself in a practicing coaching video and was embarrassed. Did I work up this model right, please advise.

C. I watch composed certified coaches.

T. I will never be able to have that kind of body control.

F embarrassment

A. Being judgmental of what makes a good coaching session and self. Unable to think, realize about how much time and practice must’ve been done to reach such body control

R. Not allowing myself to be a beginner