Confusing and Scarcity

Hey there Brooke, I didn’t get a chance to get coached live today with my topic so I am bringing it here because I feel a sense of urgency.

I’m dealing with a lot of confusion regarding my business.

One minute I feel like I completely know the direction I want to head in and then the next I’m unsure of my niche, programming, and content.

Some days I feel very knowledgeable and others I think “I don’t know what the hell I’m doing”

I have a lot of things halfway done which just shows how much I’ve dabbled into everything.

It’s like I see the path and like I am finally progressing then the fog comes in and I have no idea where I am or where I’m going.

I finally put a facebook ad up, but I have no idea what the hell I am doing.

I go back and forth between doing things myself or hiring a business coach/ buying a course.

I’ve worked on these thoughts every day, and I can’t seem to break through them. I know I am causing this all within myself but it all really feels so real and I loop in and out of confusion. Then I buffer with “consuming information”.

I’m realizing that I am so afraid that I am doing things wrong (and will continue to do things wrong) that I want someone to walk through things with me just to make sure that I’m taking the right steps and I am heading in the right direction. After watching your live coaching today, I also see that I am walking into things from a place of scarcity and regretting past decisions.

After doing the workbook today, I realized a thought that was hidden from my past. My aunt yelled at me for not cleaning the kitchen correctly and said: “If you aren’t going to do things right, then don’t do it at all”.

I thought at the time “well that’s a dumb thing to say”. I did not see that there until today.

I know I have to clean up my thinking before I decide to hire help. I’m just so frustrated with myself (i know that doesn’t help either)