Covid Anger

I am so angry about COVID. I hate that people wear masks on the street. I hate that there are arrows on the ground in stores. I hate that people who work in the grocery store feel they have the right to police others. I can’t seem to put my finger on what exactly makes me so mad about it – it’s not a personal inconvenience, nor has this impacted me financially. I definitely don’t like rules, and I certainly don’t like rules from distrustful government agencies. I also personally don’t believe that any of this has to do with our “health” – why on earth would I believe that the government gives a crap about our health – they fed us refined grains and processed carbs and sugar sugar sugar and gave an ENTIRE population metabolic disease – and I’m supposed to believe they care about our HEALTH? I’m sorry, I don’t. I work in healthcare, and have many physicians who pre-covid didn’t even wear masks during surgeries because there is NO evidence that they work.

This is kind of a thought download. I would really like to be less angry, but every time I see an idiot wearing a mask in a car, or somebody standing in an entry way with hand sanitizer (we’re all going to have new diseases as a result of killing all the germs we are MADE OF), or hear somebody say “new normal”, I just want to scream.

I am the kind of person who loves strangers. I have traveled to nearly 50 countries, many of them alone. I invited strangers into my home for a new year’s eve intention setting party. I started a meetup where we met in each other’s houses. I inherently trust humanity.

I’m just so MAD that the response to this very non-deadly virus is impacting my ability to connect with other like-minded people – but I don’t feel lonely, I feel SO ANGRY. I feel like we’re being lied to, and I’m exceedingly mad that my friends and family have eaten up this bullcrap and have decided to live their lives in fear. We ALL are being conditioned to be AFRAID of INVISIBLE ENEMIES, and I just can’t stand it.

I think I might mostly be angry at the people who are either a) allowing the fear to get them to blindly comply and b) those who promote and accept the “new normal”. I think they are going to change the fabric of society in a way that cannot be repaired. I believe they are spreading dangerous propaganda that won’t be able to be escaped. Nobody is going to forget how easy we were to control.

Okay. I don’t even know where to begin.

All I know is this:

A vent to my friends, look at certain Instagram accounts, hate other people, judge, criticize
R disconnected from others

All I know is that I don’t want to feel angry, but I certainly don’t want to accept this. I don’t even know where to begin 🙁