cRaZy brain!

My brain is SO afraid of commitment to a plan, a schedule, promises to myself. Afraid of failing and not following through..
I have such a gift of the whole world stopping with me. It seems even more real that everything is My choice now, My schedule, My call…even though it apparently always has been. I Really want to capture this time and am feeling daunted. How do I set up models to help?? Thank you for forging the way. What a blessing SCS is!!!