Crossfit Competition

C : Thibault said there will be a competing group in September
T : I am not gonna be in
F : frustration
A : focus on my weakness and what I should do differently, and how far from standards I am, not focusing on my progress
R : I am not including myself in it

C : there is a competition where only the 5 Best girls can compete in
T : I am not in the 5 Best girls
F : ashamed
A : crying, being afraid to be rejected, beating myself for not being good enough, focusing on what I am not enough in
R : I am not including myself in this compétition
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I don’t have an intentional model yet