daily exercises on PURPOSE


my purpose is to have freedom in my life to live the way i want – boils down to making living different way – instead of going to work every day for steady paycheck , which provides stability but limited time to really enjoy life – travelling, visiting my daughter , etc, but having income from selling my product , which i already have , and sell but on very low scale , definetely not nearly enough to live off.
daily exercises repeat themselves and i have hard time to understand what i am supposed to be brainstorming about if i only see only one way for me to make it happen. i realize that i write same thing in different words. Am I MISSING the point ?
Today is some sort of weird day where i don’t see any point of doing any of this .
I am asking for guidance . Julia