I love dancing more than (almost) anything! I want to choreograph dances for the joy of creating art and then sharing it with others.
Unfortunately, when I am in creation mode I self sabotage all my efforts (with negative self talk, buffering, etc.)
When I finally do have a piece to share (which I’m never completely satisfied with), I don’t show up for my performance opportunies (sometimes figuratively and sometimes literally). Fear holds me back and I hide.
This sounds crazy but in the past I have felt the need to apologize for the way my body moves (to make others more comfortable perhaps). I really want to show up authentically.
How can I be more courageous?