Dare of the Day

I am having a lot of resistance for the Dare of the Day. I have a BIG fear of what other people will think of me. I am ruled by other people’s opinions of me. I live in arrogance and self doubt, I think. This is so engrained and part of the foundation of my brain, that I’m not even at the point where I can even start to believe that other peoples thoughts mean nothing about me. I spend a lot of time in self doubt before I see other people and then I spin in judgment and criticism afterwards. So although, if I close my eyes and don’t think about it- I could take action towards the dare of the day, I would spin out afterwards. I just got back from a weekend away with family, and I am in my brain replaying scenes of the weekend and how I should/shouldn’t have said or done certain things. Or maybe I need to do smaller, more approachable dares where I won’t be so critical/judgmental of myself. Can you see how lost/overwhelmed I am? Thank you!