Day 4


C: I didn’t tell my mom I was starting a life coaching business

Why?

I don’t know how she would react. What if she says to not do it? What if she tells me to stop? What is she is not supportive? Then what?

If mum says I should stop then I should listen to it. I need her permission to do what I want.

Really? Why?

I want to make her happy. I want to make her proud of me. And I think she is only proud of me if I stay being a doctor. And actually not even just a doctor, but a specialist doctor.

C: I didn’t tell my mom I was starting a life coaching business.
T: I am not a specialist doctor so I am a disappointment to my parents
F: Sad
A: Cry. Not fully committing to the business. Keeping the business a secret. Not talking proudly of my certification.
R: I am rejecting myself, suppressing what I truly want. I am creating disappointment in myself.

What is the turnaround? My study so far, my path so far is perfect. That was needed to get me here.