Death of my mother

My mother died a week ago after a long and difficult battle with cancer, and I am paralyzed. I am not so much grief-stricken as paralyzed by exhaustion, and by all of the things I have to do and face now.

I am wondering if there is a section in Scholars I can do to help me get through this time? Any podcasts you recommend? How would a model help in this instance? I don’t even know what I am feeling, to be honest.