December Assignment

I started in November not realizing the program was designed as a 12 month thing ending in December. So the assignment feels like a culmination of everything learned during the year to then take it forward into a new year. I can see myself thinking this and feeling “not ready”. I decided to think it will be a fun experiment and I can do it now anyway even being really new to this. It’s impossible, right?! However, now I’m finding myself spinning back to “but I don’t know enough, I’m new” … maybe I should skip this, do November again, and see what January has for a subject to learn. I’m also worried how am I going to learn this stuff and be in Scholars while at the same time concentrating on an impossible goal. Help! Yes, I am totally indulging in overwhelm right now. And frustration.