I felt much resistance to dec work and as a result didn’t complete my dec homework.
How do I move forward to next year, knowing that I didn’t schedule out my quarters and knowing I won’t achieve my impossible goal. I feel disappointed in myself and yet I still can’t get there. I am a diamond member and did all of the work save Dec. I think the sentences I need to change is ‘I didn’t do it properly/others have done better than me/ I won’t achieve anything next year/I’ve let myself down