Deepest Desire

I’m trying to uncover my deepest desire. I feel it’s twofold:

I have a deep need to feel included, to be a valued member of a team or group, and to be heard for my voice or opinion to be heard.

AND I have a deep desire to be the best at whatever I am doing at the moment (is this ok or is it perfectionistic?)

Do I need to continue to ask why? Is it ok to have two?