Don’t trust myself anymore

I have the constant thoughts, I don’t trust myself anymore and I don’t know what I want to do with my life or what the point is.

I have a business I’m growing and it’s growing painfully slow because I also work full time.
I don’t trust myself to set my goals and hit them because I’ve not followed through so many times before.

Honestly I feel lost.

C: I have two businesses
T: I don’t trust myself anymore
F: Lost
A: I don’t take action on my business consistently, I doubt myself.
R: I create the experience of being lost.

Can you help with a new thought around this?