Don’t want to travel for New Years

Hi coaches!

I commit myself to spend new years with a friend in another city. But now I don’t want to go. I really want to stay home and go to another celebration in my own city. But I don’t want to let down my friend and feel like I don’t follow through with my promises.

I feel really stress about this. Because is my first New year in another country and I would really like to enjoy more my house during this time. The trip will be for almost 4 days. And I think is too much to spend in someone elses house.

I really dont know what to do. I want to make this time my own way, but I already commited with someone.

Thank you for any help!