I haven’t been drinking for a few months, purely for the fact that I haven’t felt like it. I’ve had phases of over drinking, responsibly drinking and many definitions in between.
Today I went for a walk with my friend, she suggested we go to the pub for a drink and so we did. We’ve been talking about catching up and day drinking for quite sometime and today it finally happened. It wasn’t planned, it wasn’t on my calendar, I didn’t miss or neglected anything purposely put on my calendar but it was spontaneous and I’m not sure what to think about it.
I’m working towards being more productive and organised, and putting things on my calendar but today I feel like I had a great day. I caught up with a friend who I’ve wanted to catch up with for a while, but it wasn’t planned.

Do I need to feel shitty or analyse my day for going off calendar or can I just love the fact that I had an amazing day with an amazing friend?