Impossible Goal: $140k

I realized that if I got a full-time job making $70k, I’d be half way to my goal. So I think I want to do that and build my business on the side. But I am having so many negative emotions and I doubt myself so much. I think I associate making money and having a job with feeling terrible. I am afraid that I will fail and I won’t be able to do any jobs or make what I want to make. I see now that it’s really my brain and I need to work on these thoughts – I looked at my workbook from last year and they were all the same thoughts.