Family of origin

I am registering for the coach certification and I am super excited. I have been thinking about my thinking and questioning some of my thoughts.

I feel a strong yearning to do this and I know I can be successful. However, in doing all this thought work I have uncovered a thought that I believe my family (of origin) has low expectations of me. I think I have had low expectations of myself because of this. Anyway, I am fueled and motivated by my own desires, but is it also wrong to think, ” I am going to show everyone how successful I can be” It is really making me feel determined.