Fear of not enough money

Hi coaches!

Money. I’ve been trying to do the work around money. I know that I have a lot of limiting beliefs around money but I’m noticing that more than that, it feels like I have actual fear/ panic around not having enough money and I haven’t been able to make much progress with it.

We actually do have enough money. I have always had enough money. – ya there’s probably a reason from my past that this fear exists …but I’ve always had enough. I have enough now. But I still don’t feel that.
My husband made a joke the other day about not making enough – my heart sank – immediate panic mode. He was joking.

Anyways, I still feel like I’m too in it to see it. Any suggestions on where I can start?