Fear of success

I’ve lost 12 lbs. since March and that came off steadily with following my protocol (2 meals~noon lunch salad and chicken; dinner protein and veggies). I did have some ass grabbing during that time but still got down to 124. Now, I’m hovering at 124lbs. and can’t seem to stay committed to myself so I’ve been ass grabbing a lot lately. My goal is to weigh 110lbs. (I’m 5’3″). I asked myself “Why do I resist committing to losing more weight?”. My reply was that if I lose weight I’ll feel so excited that I’ll want to eat and drink to buffer from the intense joy of losing the weight. Also, I can see from above that I lost weight while ass grabbing and that has taught my brain that it is ok.
Where do I go from here?