Feeling like I matter

For the past couple of months I’ve only enrolled one client in my business and have been on a rollercoaster of emotions and trying to change some thoughts and emotions that I needed to deal with.

Today, I realized that what makes me dread the day, makes me not want to get on consults, or posting on IG, is really my thought of “what’s the point?”, that I will not enroll clients anyway. I feel I found my worthiness a lot in people saying “no” to me rather than in my resilience that I kept pushing forward and did not give up.

I’ve done Model work, but I can’t seem to shake this feeling of frustration. Frustration is a go to emotion for me.

I need some guidance of where to start building back that feeling that “I matter” and being excited for the day and looking forward to it, instead of dreading it.

Thank you for your help!