Feeling stuck

My mind has been preoccupied with “who do I want to be when I grow up?” Perhaps this is because I am in a transition phase in my life. I am finally done with school and residency and have achieved my goal of becoming a dermatologist. I recently bought a house and am moving across the country next week with my husband and two infants and dog, to join a private practice out West. I have been listening to your podcast non-stop for the past few weeks and wanted to learn more, so signed up for Scholars (not to become a coach). It was always so easy to dream big as a kid and come up with crazy imaginative goals. But recently, I have found it extremely difficult to answer these questions, “what do I want to do in my future if anything were possible? and “Who do I want to be when I grow up?” I am a planner, a list-maker, and I don’t like uncertainty of the future. What’s making me currently anxious is that I don’t know what I want in my future. I’m not afraid to dream big, but I do dread the journey(maybe what’s inhibiting my ideas). I would love to have a conversation with you on how to have more clarity with future endeavors. Thank you in advance!