Feeling Stuck

I have been sick with influenza and pneumonia and feeling pretty sorry for myself. I haven’t been doing my daily homework consistently. I am notorious for failing ahead of time by not really trying. After working towards my impossible goal this first quarter, I think I have truly changed my mind and realized, now that I’ve been doing the work, that it’s not something I actually aspire to do. I have been thinking about changing my impossible goal to being all in with SCS in a way I have yet to be (doing homework consistently, using more of the materials). I’m feeling stuck and am looking for some encouragement!