Fighting With Partner

My partner and I have had a massive week of fighting, most of which was my fault. I was drunk a lot and was in emotional childhood. I didn’t give him any space when he wanted to walk away from our argument and kept at him. I apologized and then he went away for work for 2 weeks on Tue morning. We have a baby together and I have not heard from him since and it is now Saturday. We usually talk every day when he is away.