Follow up to your reply.

Follow up to your reply about me terrified of exploring the idea of losing my daughter to her chronic illness. You asked me in your reply to examine and ask myself why im afraid of losing my daughter? My answer is im so afraid ill miss her so much that i cant recover from that missing piece of hearing her voice, her laugh, our adventures, our closeness. Ill miss all the “what might have beens” had she lived. The missing her associated with heartache i just cant seem to wrap my head around. Can i ask how in the heck are you so confident with your emotions and mind if something tragic were to happen to your kids? What was/is the work you do/did to get there? When you reply with more thought provoking questions it really helps me. I cant thank you enough!