Fooling My Brain Or Myself?

Hi Brooke,

I have been wanted to write a novel for four years and each time I plan to write I end up opening another blog website or YouTube channel that will further simplify writing for me.
Yesterday an idea came to me that perhaps I should write start writing how I overcame the struggle of writing as if it already happened and through that also accomplish writing of some kind, even if I will not end up doing anything with this book.

Since you know the brain better than I do, do you know if that will enforces the identity of the struggling writer or will it solve it?