I just signed with a realtor, got photos taken and started looking for my next place… will it be in NY (maybe) and I have been in freak out of. Is this the best decision? Am I doing the right thing? crying while looking at places…

I have to continue reminding myself that all my friends hated my current home and that I was sure this was it. Now they’re asking me am I sure I should sell. They’re consistent.

I’m so freaking out that I was tearing while talking to the con edison (NY electrical company) man… I have to do a big project before selling… He was are you ok? I had to say yes, nothing you can do…

My brain is in freak out mode and I don’t remember feeling this way when I have made big decisions.. I quit my full time job at 25 and when to school full time. I didn’t have anyone supporting me or paying for school. I never got another full-time job and I’m over 50. I bought my current home on my own. Why the freak out now? And how do I just be..,