Frustrated with Self

I’m very frustrated with myself (and maybe this is due to today being one of my “50% sucky” days). In my 20’s and early 30’s, I was hyper-motivated and pretty fearless. I was super active in a business I knew zero about – so I learned and implemented all I could and had great results. After that time, I went through a divorce, lost the spark for my business, and basically holed up for about 12 years. Now, I’m trying to get my mojo back – and it’s not easy at 46. What’s worse is that social media has videos, photos, etc. of people in their 20’s and 30’s running very successful businesses, traveling, making things happen, being super motivated. I mean – some of these people are meditating, traveling to gorgeous destinations, living in beautiful homes, have great bodies. Who ARE these people??? I try to get myself motivated for one day – and at the end, I’m like… “I’m probably FURTHER away from success than when I started.” Maybe I’m just awfulizing because I feel awful – but I wonder if you can direct me to not just feeling better, but having the hyper motivation I need to get LOTS of stuff done and get EXCITED about getting it done. Right now, I’m not excited about life and just want to sleep for the rest of the day and hope tomorrow is better. I don’t think Gary V or Tony Robbins or Brooke Castillo would have those thoughts. Any ideas on how your self coaching scholar can get his groove back?