Circumstances: I don’t work in my business anymore./ I take passive action / I avoid my business / I am not that career focused / I don’t schedule anything / I go weeks in my business doing nothing / I stopped creating social media posts / I don’t meet new people / I offer free coaching only
I want to take massive action in my business but all I am doing is procastination and passive action.
I am not that driven like I used to be towards my goal.
Maybe it’s because I don’t want to do the work.
I just want to have fun and enjoy my day. So I been watching tons of YouTube videos, binge watch vlogs and funny videos, listen to music, watch porn sometimes, text my boyfriend, read or learn stuff.
Yeah I think my reason for not working in my business is I just want to have fun. I want to laugh. I want to enjoy. I want to have fun and enjoy my day and enjoy myself. I just want to take break from all of this.
That’s why most of the fun and pleasure and enjoying my day comes from watching vlogs from YouTubers, texting and doing those activities.
Anytime I think about business, I feel little bit of dread, bored, stressed, frustrated, confused, sometimes no interest, defeated.
So maybe I am trying to avoid those feelings?
Idk whenever I think about business and work on business, all I feel is crappy feelings. It’s like 90 percent negative emotion instead of 50/50.
I want to have fun in my daily life but yeah I do also want to work in my business.
I mean business could be fun too but yeah I don’t think so. Most of the time the work is so mundane and same.