Great at consuming, bad at action.

Hello! So I had a big epiphany while doing the workbook today- I am really great at consuming. I love learning, planning, organizing, reading, etc. But I rarely take any action. I have completely lost trust in myself to follow through on any commitments. I tried doing a schedule for myself this week, but don’t honor anything I write down. I’m just so frustrated with myself-and have no trust in myself. Where do I even begin?