Could you give me your thoughts about my models please?

C I’m able to do a toes to bar and a kipping pull-up. I’m not able to do a Chest-to-bar or a Bar Muscle Up
T I am limited by my gymnastic skills
E frustration
A I am bitching, I am rejecting my self from the group, I’m not trying, I tend to progress slower
R I am limiting my progress in gymnastics

C I’m able to do a toes to bar and a kipping pull-up. I’m not able to do a Chest-to-bar or a Bar Muscle Up
T I am learning to love gym the way I love weight lifting
E excited
A being curious, watching videos, visualizing myself, filming myself, correcting myself, taking individual coaching to get specific feedback, being relaxed, try more
R I am learning gymnastics and loving it

Thanks.