I am currently tackling a hard task of learning to draw, the activities are well outside of my capabilities and i am struggling with frustation and self sabotage when it comes to the act of drawing. I noticed that i spin in confusion in subtle ways by not going straight for the difficult work but when i do easy things I dont have that sense of satisfaction because i know i took the easy way out.
How do i learn to manage myself when it comes to doing things that are genuinely hard for me to be good at?