Hard to Move Forward Because I’m Hesitant to Outpace My Family

I’m having a hard time allowing myself to be successful. I think its mainly because I don’t want to outpace my family.

I feel myself holding back from having a successful business, from having a toned healthy body and more money. I think to myself that I don’t want to move too far ahead of them. It feels uncomfortable to be out front and too far ahead.

Part of me wants to see them move forward and then I would feel more comfortable or more ok being successful. It’s like I think about making a million dollars but feel myself pulling back because I don’t want to move too far ahead of them and leave them.

Any help to change my thinking around this so that I can allow myself to be successful and move towards my desires without guilt and concern would be much appreciated. Thank you.