Having Food, Money, Pleasure


I am noticing that I don’t have food well. Same idea as having money – which also working in in scs atm.

I will get different, maybe I haven’ had before or make new recipe – and just want to eat it all w/n too short time period than is needed physically.

Thats context: realized real issue is having pleasure – one is buffering away pleasure (the eating, perhaps money too)
-the other is Not having money which takes away my pleasure —-

This isn’t a thought I’m going around thinking rather a realization of all these odd puzzle pieces or Ts, Fs, & As I ‘ve been noticing

So how to have pleasure?! Ugh!!
Would you help me go somewhere from here w/ this…