My thoughts:

My boyfriend should text me more often.
He used to text me so much.

Now we don’t do it anymore. I don’t think our relationship will work out. I feel sad because I don’t understand why he doesn’t want to text me anymore. I wish he didn’t text me when we were just talking for the first time. If we didn’t talk so much in the beginning, I wouldn’t have felt this miserable when he doesn’t text.

I hate him so much. I don’t even want to talk to him because he doesn’t want to talk to me.
I don’t want to love him anymore.

I feel so sad at this point because if I hadn’t loved him in the first place, I wouldn’t have felt heartbroken when he didn’t text me.

I feel so bad because why does he not want to talk to me like he used to. I feel so sad and mad at him but I never express to him.

I don’t want to share anything to him because he doesn’t really understand. I am tired of waiting for his texts. I love him so much.

I am crying so much because our relationship won’t work out like I thought it would be. I really thought he was the guy for me.

I am sooo sad. I don’t know what to do anymore. Do I talk to him about how I feel do I ask him to talk to me more often. What do I do when I miss him so much but he says he’s always working.

I am angry at him because he shouldn’t have been so nice to me when we were just starting out.

What do I really do with him. I love him so much that I don’t want to lose him. Do I forget him. Do I think differently about all of this. I feel so freaking bad. I really don’t feel love anymore.

I can’t change my thoughts until he does something about all of this.