Help with Model

I was wondering if I could get some feedback on a model and some thoughts to help me feel courage. I started with the R and worked my way up.

C-Impossible Goal – $50,000 revenue for 2020
T- ?
F- Courage
A- Think differently about myself, create solutions for myself, seek out places I want to work and contact them, find ways to create value for them
R- Get a job offer for a position that matches what I am looking for or create my own

I haven’t ever really practiced the feeling of courage, so I am not sure what to put into the thought line to help me feel courage. I wrote down the thought – I’m taking steps to live out my story, but I’m not sure that generates courage. Thanks!