Help with Model: Does the R match the T?

I’m looking for another take on the result of this model.

C: In bed from 9:30 pm-8:00 am, took a 5mg THC gummy at 7:00 PM, awake from 3:00 AM to 6:30 AM, had 8 hot flashes between 9:30 pm-8 am.
T: I am a weed addict
F: Shame
A: I am mean to myself by telling myself I’m doing it wrong, I don’t take a sleep gummy the next night and then I am also mean to myself about that by telling myself I should or should just get over it
R: I’m a “mean” addict?

I’m curious about how this R ties back to the T since I STOP taking the gummy when I feel shame. Thoughts? Thanks!