Help With My Model

Thank for your answer. One sentence still puts me in doubt sometimes. It is about an eventual intuition warning me that he is not the one. When I believe it, I feel so bad, so awful. I am afraid because I don’t want this to be true. I believe it. It’s like I have a heavy thing in my heart. But when I think that it is an optional thought I feel energized and have some relief and peace. But still I can not find a sentence or something to stop believing this belief about intuition permanently. I think I am afraid to make a mistake.